Christopher Anthony James Casey

hello mummys little boy

hello baby mummy is missing you millions its auntie chloes birthday tomorrow she is going to be 6 years old mummy wonders what you would of been like at that age running about just like your sister carlie will be doing ...... its nearly the day i was ment to be due for you wich is auntie stacies birthday its going to be so hard but i know your telling me that i need to be happy for auntie stacie so im going to do my best baby just for you im going to come and see you on saturday and bring you some more presants because you are mummys special little boy it was funny when i brought your big sister to see you we had a laugh didnt we baby carlie was sat in her pram watching me trying to chase a plastic bag around so i could put it in the bin ....... mummy wishes we could have better special times together like going places with you and carlie and daddy it hurts so much baby i just want a hug from you and to tell you mummy loves you but this is the only way i can talk to you im going to go and dry my eyes now baby and give your picture a kiss mummy loves you millions baby sweet dreams hope your haveing a nice dream upon the clouds xxxxxxxxxxx

Kathleen Casey 4 weeks ago

mummys little star

hello mummys special little boy how are you mummy hopes you are haveing some nice dreams upon the clouds.. mummy is sorry i aint been on to talk to you but iv been to your grave me and your sister mummy has been upset thinking about you all the time wishing you were here but your not but will forever be in my heart baby .... its auntie stacies birthday in a couple of week she is going to be 15 and that is the day i was ddue to have you im going to try and be happy for her because i know you would want me to but its going to be realy hard for mummy .... im going to go now baby because mummys eyes are watering again silly mummy but carlie is here so i dont want her to see mummy crying i will come back and speak to you soon baby goodnight sleep tight xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Julie Casey October 13, 2009

mummy loves you

hello baby how are you im just listenig to the songs that was played at your funeral so i feel a bit more closer to you mummy cant belive you are 1 month old already it has gone so quick but feels like yesterday that i had to give birth to you it still realy hurts mummy that you were born asleep and i didnt get to hear your 1st breath i think about you everyday baby and look at your pictures i watch your big sister playing in the garden and think maybe this time next year you would of been playing in the garden and running about the house just like carlie does she has started saying alot of things now mostly "mam juice" and i think i would if you would do that but mummy is never going to know now because you were took away from me way to soon iv still got them outfits i got you when i was pregnant with you and still got your moses basket that i got for you im never going to get rid of them because they are yours baby and just because you aint here its still your home still your part of the bedroom still your toy box still your bath and always will be baby people say i should have another baby to help me cope but mummy dont want another baby iv got you and carlie you are both my little boy and girl and if mummy does have another baby it will never replace you love you loads baby wish i could give you a big hug right now but ill just give your picture a big kiss from mummy and daddy and carlie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Kathleen Casey September 20, 2009

hello baby boy

hello baby mummys back to talk to you again me and your daddy and big sister are just at your nanas and grandas while your daddy is watching football sometimes i sit and think i wonder if you would of supported rangers like yur daddy and carlie ... i was looking at your picture today and thinking what a gawjus baby you are i miss you loads and can still feel your soft touching hugs i give you and i can still feel your soft lips when i give you kisses i still sit everyday and wish you where here with me i was ment to have a scan yesterday so i could see you in my tummy so mummy got a bit upset and looked at the ther scan picture i had of you iv still got it and will always keep it on your unit at home im going to buy you a little teddy and some cars tomorrow for on your little garden and your special unit in our house i will come and see you on sunday baby with your presants and maybe bring your big sister too ... we are going to go home now baby so ill come and speak to you again tomorrow but dont forgot to shine over our house and i will blow a kiss upto you love yoou loads baby love mammy daddy and big sister carlie(17 month old) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Kathleen Casey September 16, 2009

auntie stacie

sleep well baby boy i hope that your being a good boy for auntie jean i wish that you could be here with us so that i could hold you and that i could give you a big cuddle and a kiss and i always think about you every you every day please be a good boy for auntie jean love loads and loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Stacie-Louise Casey (Auntie) September 12, 2009

for my baby boy

My silent child
our precious baby,
Close to my heart
I'll keep you with me.
An important job
God has for you,
There is love to give,
and work to do.

He needs an angel
strong but small,
To shine light on many
and give love to all.
Before you go
I give you this,
half my heart
and one last kiss.

We'll miss you dearly
that we know,
But by God you were
chosen,
So to heaven, you must go

Kathleen Casey September 12, 2009

i wish

i wish i could hear your first breath
i wish i could hear you say mummy and daddy just once
i wish you could meet your big sister
i wish i could feed you just 1 bottle
i wish i you could just kiss me once and say mummy i love you
i wish i could just see you kick a ball about with your daddy just once

im wishing alot of things but most of all i wish i could just have my baby boy back xxxxxx

Kathleen Casey September 12, 2009

baby boy mummy loves you

hello again mummys special little boy mummy has come to talk to you again im realy missing your cuddles baby i was looking at your scan picture last night wishing you were still in my tummy i didnt want anybody to take you away from me i love you so much baby i was giving your pictures a kiss good night last night but your daddy had to give me a hug because i was getting realy upset with myself alot of people are probably laughing at me and saying how stupid iam but im not being stupid baby i just miss you lots and wish i could hold you in my arms for 1 more time love you with all my heart baby xxxxxxx

Kathleen Casey September 12, 2009

I am wearing a pair of shoes.

They are ugly shoes. Uncomfortable shoes.

I hate my shoes.

Each day I wear them,
and each day I wish
I had another pair.

Some days my shoes
hurt so bad that
I do not think
I can take
another step.

Yet,
I continue to wear them.

I get funny looks
wearing these shoes.

They are looks of sympathy.
I can tell in others eyes that they are glad
they are my shoes
and not theirs.

They never talk
about my shoes.

To learn how awful
my shoes are might
make them uncomfortable.

To truly understand these shoes
you must walk in them.

But,
once you put them on,
you can never take them off.

I now realize that
I am not the only one
who wears these shoes.
There are many pairs
in this world.

Some PEOPLE
are like me
and ache daily
as they try
and walk in them.

Some have learned
how to walk in them
so they don't hurt
quite as much.

Some have worn the shoes
so long that days
will go by before
they think about
how much they hurt.

No PERSON deserves
to wear these shoes.

Yet,
because of these shoes
I am a stronger PERSON.
These shoes have given
me the strength
to face anything.

They have made me
who I am.

I will forever walk
in the shoes of
a PARENT who has lost a child

Debra Keefe September 12, 2009

mummys here baby

hello my little baby boy mummys here to talk to you im realy missing you kicking in my tummy... mummy still looks at your pictures every night i went to see you on sunday with daddy we are going to go again this sunday your flowers are realy nice baby they have lasted longer than mine you must be looking after them realy well ... when i went to sleep last night i started dreaming that i was holding you in my arms and feeding you a bottle and your big sister carlie was giveing lots of kisses but then i hadto wake myself up because mummy was crying knowing you wernt realy in my arms any more and i never got the chance to give you that 1st bottle or your big sister carlie couldnt give you kisses .... she didnt get to meet you but i show her your picture and tell her your her baby brother we are going in town today and carlie wants to get you a car so she will bring it to you when we come and see you on sunday baby ... mummy is going to take carlie to see daddy now baby and dry my eyes because the tears are pouring out but mummy will be back soon love you millions baby christopher anthony james love from mummy daddy and big sister carlie(17 month)

Kathleen Casey September 11, 2009